Saturday, May 10, 2008

So sad and so surreal

I got a call from my mom today. She unexpectedly came back from New York with my sister. I did not expect them until mid-week. She is in a hospice not too far from me. Things don't look good. I will be spending as much time there as possible. I will not be doing any art or sending anything out for awhile. I will probably not be posting. Email me if you need to reach me. I will get back to you when I can. My laptop is not coming with me. I think it is the hardest on my 9 yro son. He knows, understands, and is totally devastated. My mind cannot wrap around the inevitable. I cannot bear to lose her.

4 comments:

Anam said...

I know we don't know each otrher but my heart goes out to you. My mother is quite old now and my greatest fear is losing her. I will be praying for you both...that you both find some comfort.

Anam

rscoach said...

Belinda - I'm soooo sorry to hear the news about your sister - but how wonderful that you will be there with her at hospice - as difficult as this time is, know that you are a gift to her and she you - know that there are many of us who will be there with you in spirit - sending our thoughts and prayers to you and your family at this difficult time - sending hugs - Reva (Los Angeles)

rosebudinnh said...

Iam so sorry to hear, My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. Big hugs Rose

eclectic works said...

I am very sorry that you have to go through this sadness and pain. You are in my thoughts.