So sad and so surreal

I got a call from my mom today. She unexpectedly came back from New York with my sister. I did not expect them until mid-week. She is in a hospice not too far from me. Things don't look good. I will be spending as much time there as possible. I will not be doing any art or sending anything out for awhile. I will probably not be posting. Email me if you need to reach me. I will get back to you when I can. My laptop is not coming with me. I think it is the hardest on my 9 yro son. He knows, understands, and is totally devastated. My mind cannot wrap around the inevitable. I cannot bear to lose her.