I got the news this weekend that she has only about 6 months - give or take. I was devastated. I knew in the back of my mind, but hearing it out loud made it a reality. She recently fractured some bones in her back from falling in the bathroom. The chemo and radiation made her bones more brittle - from what I was told. She has been in and out of the hospital a couple of times in the past 3 weeks. She is constantly on meds for the pain. She is wearing a back brace right now.
I have been very upset. I cannot stop being upset. She will be coming home from New York. She won't be doing chemo any more. It might be doing more harm than good at this point. The problem is getting her home. She cannot really travel. I will probably have to go and help out with the travel part of this.
The only thing I can do now is spend as much time with her as possible. It's a good thing that summer is coming up fast. I will be off of school and can spend my days with her and my kids.
Thanks to everyone who sent me cards, prayers, and asked about her. It means a lot to me.